I always try my best to play piano but I feel like I am a failure. I have a high standard so mostly I feel like it’s not always enough. I cannot even play a song that my piano teacher has not taught me and it’s not because I can’t read the music, it’s because I suck at it.
I know it’s a lot of pressure that’s put on me but I feel like that if I really like music, I should be at least good at it. I always feel like I have to practice more but every time I practice it just bothers me. It’s like my fingers don’t follow what my mind is telling me. I have a sound activated lights musiciansfriends and I play every single of them. I hope I will be more motivated.